him ❤

hey,guys
i don't know why he is still in my mind
every second I blink my eyes, I start thinking of him
my mind is full of him


he had hurt me a lot
it can't count by your fingers
but i get it
i'm not better enough for you,right?
i'm not feminime and i will always look messy,right?


you have a good looking look
but, inside of you, there is an evil syaitan
that side of you, stabling my red thing with knife
you do it again,again and all over again


you have adorable eyes
but,i know you will never look at me with those eyes
because those eyes will belong to the other girls
and i'm sure that lucky girl isn't me


i looked at you
from head to toes
every angles of you
i don't know, why i could be that excited


it's like for several months ago
after you created that scandal
you made me feel like i was an idiot
you made me down immediately
you made me feel like i was the most stupid girl in the world


i think i will have a more better life,after i met you
but it was upsite down
it turns horrible


we ever had a hillarious moments
and now, it was just a jerk passing through my face
maybe you think that, i am a kind of bitches that you ever found
but i am not, you have made a wrong decision, young boy


you are such a loser
you didn't have any braveness to say that in front of my face
is this face, make you feel sick?
you better get out of this face,before i slap that fuckin' face


oh, one more thing
something that really make me mad of you
you have a nice bowl head,that make me want to throw up on
and you are a dull who think that you are such a perfect person
but,you don't
so stop being a bullhead who is hoping on a perfectness


and,you know what?
you are a kind bastard that i fall in love with
so,you must feel lucky
because, I love you