My Handphone Said Byebye

guys!
My hp was gone -,- it said BYEBYE ERICA, MUAH :* to me
hiks..
it happened on last Saturday. I think it fell down from my pocket and somebody who saw the hp with the faster speed took it !
hey! YOU FOOL, THAT'S MINE, UNDERSTAND?
I hope the one who took my hp, he/she will smell like animal's feces in one year!
Now, I'm using my dad's hp,which is "BUTUT" and it could be a flashlight -,-
This hp make me very addicted to SNAKE ZENIA,every time I got free moment, I will play it until I make the new record.

I don't know,how is my old hp's destiny now, maybe it could fly or already gone to heaven without waiting me T.T
(joke)

Feeling Quilty

PLEASE,STOP TOUCH ME!

STOP SAYING THAT I'M PRETTY.

STOP SAYING SOMETHING THAT WAS EEEWWWW!

you are my friend's ex..so please respect her!

and respect me as a GIRL!

I'm not a statue, that you can touch and don't close to me ever again!

why?!

It's not HIM!
why HE didn't see what happen and trying too help me?

why always HIM that I remember.

Why I dream about HIM?

why HE break my heart?

why I CAN'T FORGET HIM?

why I'm the one who is AN IDIOT?

WHY I ALWAYS TRUST WHAT PEOPLE SAID!

I'M A PHATETIC HUMAN!

WHO ALWAYS BEING FOOLED BY PEOPLE!

PAIN

hikshiks :'(

why the boys always fooling me?

Am I a toy? Am I so phatetic? Am I an Idiot?

Please,it hurts!

I HAVE A HEART!

a little don't-know-anything heart.

I just want a fair-big-thing happen.I want HE knows what have I been through in this few days.

Awfull day, unlucky day, the most HARDEST DAY!

I cry because of you, I sad because of you, I mad because of you.

YOU'VE DRIVE ME CRAZY,little boy..

When I looked at your face, I want to cry, tears of pain.

WhenI saw your pictures, I realized...

I LIKE YOU SO MUCH

do you ever LIKE me? even ONCE?

You could forget what happened to us, but I COULDN'T

yeah, I know i said IT'S OKAY.

do you wanna know what I actually wanna say?

I LOVE YOU,SO THANKS TO FOOL ME :)

I LOVE MY FRIENDS! CLOSE FRIENDS! BEST FRIENDS! NICE FRIENDS!

I just wanna say I love friends, I just wanna say I love friends, I just wanna say i just wanna say I love friends. haha

I was really really really glad that i had friends like them!

I was deeply moved by them.

One of my friends done something that really make me realize some lesson which is so IMPORTANT to remember

FRIENDS, BEST FRIENDS, CLOSE FRIENDS, NICE FRIENDS, ALL MY FRIENDS ARE THE MOST PRECIOUS THING THAT I EVER HAD IN THIS LOVELY WORLD !

and you people! MUST never leave your friends, eventhought your friends done something that hurt you, BUT you should give them one more chance.

BECAUSE, what friends do ARE for our GOOD too!

SO, don't you ever dare to hurt your friends

BECAUSE, they are OUR beloved COUSINS

THAT NEVER LEAVE US IN WHAT CONDITION

my friends really help me out.

they never leave me, and they also help me and cheer me up when something REALLY UNCOOL things happen.

such as : something that i wrote in the previous entry.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS! I REALLY LOVE THEM!

they ARE my EVERYTHING, my SECOND FAMILY.

I WILL NEVER FORGET the SWEETEST MEMORIES that WE EVER HAD!

I will show my friends' pict tomorrow :)

FRIENDS, THIS IS FOR YOU

I LOVE YOU :)

WITH LOVE, ERICA CHANDRA

you hurt me so deep,boy :'(

hey,guys :(

I am really sad this few days.

there is a boy I like and he likes me too.

On Wednesday Night the boy ask me to be his girlfriend.I said that I will tell my answer in PD ( Self Development) time. I want to think about it first.

because he is Nana's ex. If I said YES at the moment,I think it will break Nana's heart.Hopefully I do said to her about this thing. And she was agree that HE and I be a couple.

Then, his friends know bout this at-first-was-happy-thing, his friends said " say YES to him! he is a nice guy :)"then, when the break, I think HE was telling something that I will never know to His friends.

His friends come to me and said , " cekk, how bout you ask HIM about does he serious to you?"then I reply , " please, I don't want, I don't know why I am so afraid and shy"

His friends and I were talking about him when we study about Art, hopefully the teacher didn't notice about that.I asked one of his friends "what should I do? Should I say YES or NO?''then he said " just ask HIM, does He really want you to be his girlfriend?"

I : "but before this, you said that just accept him! why you change your mind?"

friend 1 : "yeah, I admit that, but that was before he said about his excuses"

I : " what excuses?? tell me!"

friend 1 : " you can't know about it, family business"

friend 2 : " HE is plinplan*, you better ask him"

I : " O.K . I had decided, I don't want to know about it anymore. I don't want to ask him, if he is not serious with me, that mean that he was fooling my feeling. If that was true, I better slap him,and I don't want to talk to him anymore!"

friend 1 and 2 : "do you really want to slap him?"

I : " YEAH! if he is not serious"

after school, friend 2 tell to HIm that I wanna to slap him.

then, when I was in home, HE called me and said : "I'M SORRY, I WAS CONFUSE,SUDDENLY I REMEMBER ABOUT MY PARENTS, DO YOU REALLY WANT TO SLAP ME? I'M SORRY, SO SORRY,ARE YOU ALRIGHT? COULD WE BE FRIENDS LIKE BEFORE?"

he hurt me so deep, I don't want this thing continue to hurt me , then I said " yeah, we could be friends again, I like the wrong guys"

actually,I want to cry out loud, but I said to myself " don't cry causes boys, you still have your best friends and friends, why you should cry causes the boy that hurt you. there are NO BENEFITS!"

we be friends again, although that I still sad, and I can't look his face more than 5 second.he had already break my heart into pieces.

LOVE IS SUCK

holiday

yey!
I love holiday <3
after i wait for many days, finally the day had come!
My holiday start a bit late coz my sis was sick -,-

I'm going to Malaysia (I WANT MALAYSIA AND INDONESIA BEING FRIENDS)
As we know, a few days ago, the news were talking about the issue between malaysia and indonesia.
why can indonesia and malaysia being friends and it always will be?
I love my hometown (Indonesia), I also love Malaysia :)
I love what has God create.Amin (?)

Oke,back to the topic..
on 9 Sept 2010, on 10.30 a.m. my journey to malaysia is begin.
I wait for 2 hours (by ship) to arrive in melaka.
Dumai to Melaka is not that far.
Dumai is the nearest town in Indonesia to Melaka.
FINALLY, arrived in Melaka.
then my father's friend called Akong (he is not that old -,-) came and drive us looking for something to eat.
he recommend us to eat seafood. My father said O.K. why not?
I ate fishball at that time (yummy)
my grandma is a vegetarian,so she bring foods from home.hehe

we go to Genting Highland, and I was pretty bored here until akong gave me his laptop and his modem, so I can online.LOL
On the noon of today, Sherly and I going to play in Outdoor Theme Park.
Oh, I forget tell bout sherly, sherly's holiday is in KL. today she arrived in genting just for fun then she go back to KL again,.SO sad :(

Funny things is sherly and I didn't play anything in outdoor. we just buying things.haha.
because all rides entry line was full of people.
and i was tricked by a gameshop keeper -,-
yesterday, the clowns were success to trick me . thx yaah -,-

hello again (old entry)

CIAAU!

hello again. after fews days I didn't care about this lame blog, and now I COME BACK!

eventhough,i realize that no manny of creatures read this absurd blog. thx

These days, was a really un-NICE days.

my bestfriend's ex was so BRENGSEK. he told many of 'BAD WORDS WHICH IS NOT QUITE NICE TO HEARD ABOUT'.

there were fight a lot, then one of them were give up.

BUT, the WORST, my other bff, hurt herself with a razor blade .

cause of her honey was angry with a ridiculous reasons. WHAT A CHEAP MAN!

she was willing for die for him. DON'T BE STUPID.

SO, girls, DON'T DO SOMETHING WHICH IS NOT SIGN BY REASON FOR THOSE BASTARD GUYS AND SELFISH SMELLY CREATURES!