so busy~

well~

i want to say something ....

I AM SO BUSY!

AND I DON'T HAVE TIME TO FILL MY BLOG!

I FEEL SO SORRY TO ALL MY READERS!

LOVE YOU ALL !

I PROMISE I WILL FILL IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!

XOXO - HUGS AND KISSES :*

4 month left

ooh-_-
why the time run so fast?
its only 4 month left in Junior High.

so many memories and so many friends also teachers that I don't want to separate with :'(
its already 2 years we been together (it should be 3 years but in grade 7 I was not in Santo,I was in SMPN2 Dumai)
I still remember when we celbrate our form teacher's birthday.
When we celebrate The Valentine's Day together,and gave Awesome chocolates to Mam.Fitri.
When we all received the Mid Term report.
We all together received all the teacher's madness (haha)
We played childhood time games :')
We got crazy all together! :D
Celebrate the Independent day together.
Playing Aqua bursting together!
'Magic'-ing in the classroom when the exams
Taking pictures together
Moking the teachers together.hahaha
Staying in line together
Laughing together
When you guys tried to make me more spiritfull
Planting CHACHA together
Building Mini Garden together
Visiting our sick friends together
Helping each other :*
When you guys smiled when I delivered my speech -__-
When I cried because Sir Ginting asked me to sing -___-
When I asked someone to give me a lift :D
Picket-ing together

I will remember when I hug you guys
I will remember Jeremi's jacket
I will remember those memories
I will remember Jesica's shouting voice
I will remember when you guys looked at me serioudly when I played the rubic
I will remember when you guys make me laugh and cry
I will remember your smiles
I will remember when you guys laugh when I tell jokes
I will remember when we were studying group
I will remember when we all were too noisy when the teacher hasn't came to the class
I will remember when we Laugh Out Loud
I will remember ALL MY DEAREST friends

4 month later...
we will get into the Senior High
Some of us will separate with us..
PLEASE, don't lost contact with me..
I WILL MISS YOU GUYS SO DAMN MUCH!
I TRULY HATE FAREWELL :'(

QUILL

do you know "HACHIKO" ?

a loyale dog till death?

ooh,good!

BUT,

do you know QUILL?

a cute labrador retriever dog?

It was helping blind people to get easier doing something in their life :)

Its name was QUILL, because at its stomach there was a sign looked like a quill

(a pen with chicken fur).

Quill was the most pasive dog when it was a puppy.

Its siblings always play something like playing the tissues.

but, quill just sit beside its mom and look so weak.

that's why, its first owner sent it away to a dog trainer.

because it still was a puppy, the trainer asked a couple to feed and take care of it until it had grown up.

fortunately, the couple love doggies very much, so they treated it as their child. (they didn't have any children)

Quill's first bestfriend was a teddy bear, if Quill bite it, it will made sounds, that's why Quill loves it so much.

After,Quill had grown up, the couple took it to the trainer,and the trainer will train it to be a helper dog.

at first, Quill was not too active, it didn't want to be command and train,it was h

omesick :'(

but, sometimes somehow, the trainer got an idea, he praised Quill, he said that Quill was so handsome, the sign was so nice and its had a pair of long legs,suddenly Quill get up, and the trainer asked him to do something such us STAND UP! Quill stand up! unbelieveable! :D

then, it's the time! finally, Quill begin its trainee as a helper dog for a blind people, Quill was given a special tool in its body.

then the trainer hold the holder at the tool, and teach Quill all about the tricks.

but, there it goes again, Quill was not interested in that!

then, the trainer bring him to the dog school.

suddenly, the phone rang, and the trainer run to the post to answer it.

Quill fell aslleep, and he dreamed about his first bestfriend, teddy bear.

and he woke up! the trainer said OH I GET IT!

once again, QUILL WANT TO BE COMMAND.

after, Quill has pass the test, the trainer saw Mr.Watanabe,he is a blind person.

the trainer asked him try to use Quill,it will be faster.

at first, Mr.Watanabe didn't want. because he is afraid of dogs.

because he was going to be late, he wanted to try.

finally, Mr.Wanatabe asked Quill to be his dog and help him.

............................................................................................

do you want to know this movie ending? JUST WATCH IT

Ivan Karsten Harefa

YOU ARE SUCK!

I TRULY HATE YOU!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! GET OUT FROM MY MIND!

I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU,EVEN ONCE!

to my sweet little sistah, Anne :)

be strong and brave :)
HE is happy now beside the GREAT Allah :)

HE is smiling now, watching you up there :)
HE knew you can do it :)
HE says that : " TITA, YOU ARE MY BRAVE LITTLE GIRL :) daddy loves you :* , take care of your brother and mother, I know you can do it, because you are my precious little girl " :*

think positively, you are still young :)
Let the past become the past :)
you are unstopable! :)
WE know you can do it!!! smile is better than showing the sadness in your face :)

HE loves you as much than you know, so stop crying :)
HE will be sad.
Don't be upset, because YOU ARE STRONG! :)

YOU are SUCK

eh, YOU ARE FUCKIN' SUCK!
MY LIFE WILL BE BETTER WITHOUT YOU!
WHY YOU MUST APPEARED IN MY LIFE?!
MY LIFE IS GETTING WORSE!

I WANT A SAD-LESS LIFE!
BECAUSE OF YOU, EVERY DAY I FEEL WANNA CRY!
IF YOU WEREN'T SO SURE,
WHY YOU S****T ME ?!

AND THEN, YOU SAID "I AM SORRY, COULD WE JUST BE FRIENDS? "
IT WAS DAMN HURTING ME!
YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT AM I THINKING ABOUT YOU RIGHT?
YOU ARE TRULY A JERK!

BECAUSE OF YOU, I DIDN'T HAVE A BRAVENESS TO ACCEPT THE OTHER GUY!
YOU MADE ME BECAME A LOSER!
I HATE YOU MORE THAN MY SELF!
I HATE YOU SO DAMN MUCH!

I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT YOU ANYMORE!
I DON'T WANT TO LOOK YOUR FACE ANYMORE!
EVENTHOUGHT, I KNEW IT'S HARD!
BUT, THIS IS THE BEST WAY TO THROW THIS FEELING AWAY!


MY LITTLE RED HEART SAID : " YOU ARE SUCK! (MIDDLE FINGER) I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU MADE ME LOVE YOU! "

my old blog

this is not my first blog. I have plenty of blogs.

but I just remember this one.LOL

after reading my old blog --> www.cekkstresworld.blogspot.com (I start remember that blog's name when I saw my sis blog.LOL)

I realized that what a STUPID AND UGLY things inside it.

it use Bahasa Indonesia,it doesn't mean that I don't like Bahasa Indonesia, I AM INDONESIAN AND I LIVE IN INDONESIA, I LOVE INDONESIA!

and the style of language I had was so disgusting.HOEK

it use many of ALAY WORD. that make me realized that I am not an uptodate person.haha -,-

and I was so easy being used on that time.

And the entries was all related to my ex,it was to EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWW..

it told about I WAS MISS HIM A LOT.

but now? SORRY, I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE.

In my small red heart, there is somebody has replaced you!

oh, how much i love you,Rain

eh,guys.

on last tuesday,in Dumai was raining right?

it was so nice ,you know?haha

the air became freeze and I like the smell of RAIN,it was just comfortable and relaxing

then, nana and I were all wet, we played rain,otherwise nana could wash her motorbike.LOL (we should use something which is FREE.haha)

Then, after we was satisfied by the rain, so we went home after the rain was already not dropping from the sky.haha

My skirt was all wet, but the part of my skirt which is near my ass was the most dry area.LOL

my aunt asked me : " WHY YOU CAME HOME SO LATE?AND WHY YOUR UNIFORMS WAS WET? WERE YOU PLAYING IN THE RAIN? "

I answered : " NO!!! I WAIT THE DAY DRY FIRST THEN I WILL GO HOME, MY CLOTHES GOT WET, BECAUSE IN THE WAY, SUDDENLY IT BEGINS THE RAIN AGAIN "

And luckyly my aunt believe it.hahaha

OH GOD, I HAD MADE A SIN! PLEASE FORGIVE ME , I KNOW YOU ARE A KIND GOD :D

LOVE ❤

OH GOSH, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
OH GOD, MAKE HIM REALIZE THAT HE LOVE ME
OH NO, AM I THAT CHEAP?
OH PLEASE, JUST FORGET ABOUT IT
OH YES, YOU ARE A JERK!
OH SHIT, YOU HURT ME SO DEEP
OH DEAR, HOW POOR AM I TO LOVE YOU
OH MY, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE I LOVE

doggie

I LOVE DOGGIE!!!

aaah! I was fuckin' jealous with someone who had golden retriever!

IT IS MY FAVORITE DOG OF ALL!

It can grow as tall as our body, it is the most clever dog, we can teach it how to do this how to do that and it will understandly nicely and fastly, AAAAAAAH!

WHAT A NICE DOG!

I asked my mom to buy me a golden retriever,but she didn't want to buy it, b

ecause she said that the dog was too expensive and she doesn't like to see its feces around the house.

I WILL CLEAN IT FOR YOU THEN!

who had golden retriever? may I touch it? may I play with it? may I kidnap it? PRET

TY PLEAAASEE! T.T

God, I beg you,please let me see a golden retriever in front of my house, then I will take it and call it Coco :)

hahaha. IT ALREADY DRIVE ME CRAZY.

Golden Retrievers are also an actress,the movie name are " BUDDY ", and it

part in the show as buddy, "MARLEY AND ME", I swear, I cried when I watch it, it was too sad,because Marley(doggie) was going to die in the end of the movie :(

Golden Retrievers are loyale to his owner too :D

I hope,when I grown up,I will have one :3 hehe

pictures of it (so cute><) :

SO CUTE,ISN'T IT? it is playing basket ball :D

aaaah! I WILL NOT BORED TO SEE THIS PICT!

big golden retriever, so elegant :3